Thought for Contemplation- “A sermon can be foolishly spoken and wisely heard” -Ralph Waldo Emerson
“The Truth Comes Knocking”
The Rev. Dr. Anita Farber-Robertson
First Parish in Cohasset
January 22, 2012
Readings attached at end:
Matthew 15:21-28
Fault Line by Robert Walsh
the light that came to lucille clifton, by lucille clifton
Come with me to that hot and dusty place, long, long ago. Very different from where we live now, how we live now.
Come with me to that place where there is a young man preaching and teaching a better way to live. A man who is going from town to town, gathering to gathering helping anxious people find a way to manage their lives and even to be happy in difficult and stressful times, times when they do not feel like they have a lot of control over what is happening to them.
Oh, so maybe it is not that different from where we live now, how we live now. His people, a people within a nation, are in trouble. He thinks they need to get back to basics, not back to the law, but back to the reasons why the law was written, back to the moral and ethical principles from which the law was created. He runs into resistance all along the way. The leaders are protectors of the tradition, the tradition as they value, remember and preserve it, even when it seems the tradition is no longer relevant nor is it serving its intended purpose.
The young man is earnest, indefatigable. Goal driven. He is going to wake up his people and get them to claim their power. And his friends, like any good team, support him by doing some of the up-front preparation work, and by protecting him from distractions. As they travel, he and they want to “keep on message.”
Leaving that place, Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sidon. A Canaanite woman from that vicinity came to him, crying out, “Lord, Son of David, have mercy on me! My daughter is demon-possessed and suffering terribly.”
Jesus did not answer a word. So his disciples came to him and urged him, “Send her away, for she keeps crying out after us.”
They are doing their job, his disciples, keeping the entourage moving, on track, on time, focused. Jesus is right with them.
He answered (the woman), “I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.”
Jesus is clear. He knows what he is there for. He is staying on message.
The woman came and knelt before him. “Lord, help me!” she said.
This woman is clear too. She is desperate.
He replied, “It is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.”
Jesus persists. Disciplined. Clear. Staying on goal, on message. He knows what he is about. It may sound a little harsh, but he’s got to get out of there. Even Jesus, human Jesus, can get irritated and he does. Unfortunately, or fortunately, the cameras were running.
“Yes it is, Lord,” she said. “Even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master’s table.”
………
the light that came to lucille clifton
came in a shift of knowing
when even her fondest sureties
faded away. …
“you might as well answer the door, my child.
the truth is furiously knocking.”
Then Jesus said to her, “Woman, you have great faith! Your request is granted.”
My friends, this is my most favorite of all the stories about Jesus, one of my most favorite stories in the bible. It captures the moment when Jesus “gets it,” when Jesus’ whole world is broken open, when his perceived mission is exposed as too small, when his perceived objectives too limited. “Oh My God!” he surely must have said to himself, if not out loud, when he grasped it, and its implications. “Oh My God!” You don’t want me to just teach peace and justice and good honest governance to my folks here; you want me to tell the world. You want me to heal not only my broken people in my little corner, you want me to offer hope and peace and power to everyone, to the Canaanites and the Samaritans, and to anyone who comes in search.
In that split moment Jesus hears the woman, hears her plea and her challenge and must make a decision.
“you might as well answer the door, my child.
the truth is furiously knocking.”
And he does. He answers the door at which the truth is knocking.
Then Jesus said to her, “Woman, you have great faith! Your request is granted.” And her daughter was healed at that moment.
Never again could Jesus dismiss or disregard the issues of those who were not part of his people, Israel. No longer could he turn a blind eye to the suffering of those outside. Jesus’ whole sense of mission and purpose came undone and needed to be reconstructed. Could he do that? Could he become not only a prophet to Israel, but to the world? How wide could he open his door?
It was at this deciding moment that Jesus gave up tribalism and nationalism and understood that God’s compassion, God’s love; God’s yearning for justice was for all of the people, not just Israel. It must have been painful for him when he “got it.”
I find it reassuring to know that I am not the only one who sometimes finds my world view challenged, and my very self cracks open.
Did you ever think there might be a fault line
passing underneath your living room:
A place in which your life is lived in meeting
and in separating, wondering
and telling, unaware that just beneath
you is the unseen seam of great plates
that strain through time? And that your life, already
spilling over the brim, could be invaded,
sent off in a new direction, turned
aside by forces you were warned about
but not prepared for? Shelves could be spilled out,
the level floor set at an angle in
some second’s shaking. You would have to take
your losses, do whatever must be done
next.
What could make that happen? Make the plates beneath your life shift? What could do that? Almost anything. The betrayal by a trusted friend, loss of a job or a spouse, or a child.
What could do that? Almost anything. Hitting the lottery, falling in love, being offered an opportunity.
What could do that? Almost anything. Joining AA or Al-Anon, volunteering for something you’ve never done or thought to do before, taking up a spiritual practice.
What could do that? Almost anything. Having someone you love diagnosed with a dreadful illness, being faced with foreclosure, parenthood, grandparenthood, retirement.
What could do that? Almost anything. I can’t name them all, and neither can you, because the essence of the shifting of the plates that under gird our lives, is that it happens. We didn’t know the plates were there, or that they could shift. We thought we were on solid ground, or at least stable ground.
When I felt the call to ministry it was both exhilarating and terrifying. And it wreaked havoc on my life. The rewards are unceasing. The cost was high. I needed to re- craft my identity and my vision of my future and my place in the world. The people I knew would laugh at me. That was my fear. But the truth was furiously knocking. I would fail. The responsibility was too great, the expectations too high. I would fail. But the truth was furiously knocking. It was a weird thing to choose to do. I would lose my friends and my comfortable relationships. But the truth was furiously knocking.
Maybe you have heard it knocking on your door, whatever your truth is. Maybe you have answered it, or maybe you have tried to nail the door shut and cover it with padding to dull the knocking. But in my experience when such truth knocks and you answer, you will find what you need, you will survive, in-tact in your new self; you will thrive; your soul will grow and flourish. And there will be people to help you.
The fault line is scary, but it is not the end.
When the great plates slip
and the earth shivers and the flaw is seen
to lie in what you trusted most, look not
to more solidity, to weighty slabs
of concrete poured or strength of cantilevered
beam to save the fractured order. Trust
more the tensile strands of love that bend
and stretch to hold you in the web of life
that’s often torn but always healing. There’s
your strength. The shifting plates, the restive earth,
your room, your precious life, they all proceed
from love, the ground on which we walk together.
Those words are true. You can trust them. For just as surely as we live on fault lines, we live in community. For just as surely as unsettling truths knock on our doors, the universe holds us in its unshakable embrace. For as long as we walk on the road of life there are others sharing the journey, feeling the tremors, opening the scary doors, proceeding, ever proceeding from love, the ground we walk upon together.
Have courage my friends. You do not do the walk alone.
“Fault Line”
Did you ever think there might be a fault line
passing underneath your living room:
A place in which your life is lived in meeting
and in separating, wondering
and telling, unaware that just beneath
you is the unseen seam of great plates
that strain through time? And that your life, already
spilling over the brim, could be invaded,
sent off in a new direction, turned
aside by forces you were warned about
but not prepared for? Shelves could be spilled out,
the level floor set at an angle in
some second’s shaking. You would have to take
your losses, do whatever must be done
next.
When the great plates slip
and the earth shivers and the flaw is seen
to lie in what you trusted most, look not
to more solidity, to weighty slabs
of concrete poured or strength of cantilevered
beam to save the fractured order. Trust
more the tensile strands of love that bend
and stretch to hold you in the web of life
that’s often torn but always healing. There’s
your strength. The shifting plates, the restive earth,
your room, your precious life, they all proceed
from love, the ground on which we walk together.
Rev. Robert Walsh In “Noisy Stones”
…………………
the light that came to lucille clifton
came in a shift of knowing
when even her fondest sureties
faded away. it was the summer
she understood that she had not understood
and was not mistress even
of her own off eye. then
the man escaped throwing away his tie and
the children grew legs and started walking and
she could see the peril of an
unexamined life.
she closed her eyes, afraid to look for her
authenticity
but the light insists on itself in the world;
a voice from the nondead past started talking,
she closed her ears and its spelled out in her hand
“you might as well answer the door, my child.
the truth is furiously knocking.”
……….
Matthew 15:21-28
New International Version (NIV)
The Faith of a Canaanite Woman
Leaving that place, Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sidon. A Canaanite woman from that vicinity came to him, crying out, “Lord, Son of David, have mercy on me! My daughter is demon-possessed and suffering terribly.”
Jesus did not answer a word. So his disciples came to him and urged him, “Send her away, for she keeps crying out after us.”
He answered, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.”
The woman came and knelt before him. “Lord, help me!” she said.
He replied, “It is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.”
“Yes it is, Lord,” she said. “Even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master’s table.”
Then Jesus said to her, “Woman, you have great faith! Your request is granted.” And her daughter was healed at that moment.